getting close to exam

So only a few days till I have the sigmoidoscopy. Feeling low still, hence the week since the last post. Not a lot to say really; bad headache and generally run down today, going over to some friends later so trying to cheer up. I think that as it is now a year since I first became ill it is really getting to me now. I was hoping to have a big party on my birthday this year as I felt so ill and worried last year but I don't think that will happen now.