Tiredness

I am finding it hard to do a full days work at the moment. I have been quite busy lately and I am suffering at the end of the day with tiredness. I am not sure if this is the illness or the tablets or more likely a combination of both. Still, not long to go now.

I need to get a blood test done to check my phenytoin levels but I am a bit on edge about getting it done as I need to get the test done before i take my morning dose. I have to get in to Ryde or Newport to get the test done and then i can take my morning dose but as I am quite tired at the moment I am wary of leaving it too late. Need to think on that one I think.

pre-assessment date

Git my pre-assessment date, lucky I called the hospital yesterday as the appointment is tomorrow! Not a lot of notice eh? Still the important thing is that I now know when it is. Only problem is that my youngest has a bad cold at the moment, spent Sunday in hospital cos of his asthma being bad due to the cold, and he has given it to me. Hope this doesn't have any impact on my assessment tomorrow. I still have enough time to get rid of the cold i hope!

3 weeks and counting

3 weeks to go and i get a sore throat! Only hope it goes away and isn't a precursor to something worse that will stop the surgery. Each day I get through now is a bonus as I am waiting for the pain I had a couple weeks back to hit me again. I am getting pain from the hernia most of the time so am taking painkillers quite a bit more than I want to. I do not have a date for a pre-assessment yet, trying to get hold of the hospital for a date for that but being Monday morning they are constantly busy! Oh well, must keep trying.

Op date

OK, I have a date for my operation; 28th July 2008 three and bit weeks away. So on my Dad's birthday, 29th July I will be starting my new life without any colon or rectum. Sounds real serious I know to talk about not having a rectum and it is but that way i will have nothing left to be affected by this bloody disease with no risk of colon cancer, no more flare-ups no more taking azathioprine or prednisilone any more. That on its own is enough to have the operation done. They will be looking for adhesions and fixing the hernia properly at the same time, I talked to the surgeon about using some kind of pork based mesh to strengthen the repair and hopefully that is what will happen. So I am waiting for a date for the pre-assessment, that was missing from the letter from the hospital but I know that I must turn up at the hospital on 27th @ 2pm and the operation will be done the next day. Fingers crossed!

Just got out of hospital again

Got taken in to hospital again following horrendous pain on Tuesday night. Seems that this time it is probably a loop of bowel trapped in the hernia and / or adhesions. Waiting for a date for the final operation, this might speed things along I suppose.

Update long overdue

Since coming off the azathioprine things have not been going too well. Been suffering from some pain and passing blood again and it has been getting worse. Went to see the medical consultant last Monday and asked about the risks of being on azathioprine long term. He started with lymphoma and went on from there. So that sounds like not a good plan to me. The other option is another operation to remove the last bits left behind. I do not want a reversal, I can cope with the bag OK and there are some nasty complications that can, and in my case probably will, arise so I have opted for the operation. Just need to wait till I see the surgeon's team and wait for a date. They will repair the hernia for the second time too!

On another note, the DVLA came back to me and told me that I am OK to drive, I have to have a 3 year license and apply for a new one at the end of that but that is no problem. I have increased my medication and things should be OK for another 10 years!

off azathioprine

I am now off the azathioprine! been taking it for over a year now so the idea is to see what happens to me. The op in November left behind the rectum and a small piece of colon in case I wanted a reversal / pouch operation in the future. The idea is to see how things go when I am off the aza. I have been a bit unwell but the hope is that I will be ok. Let's hope so anyway!

anniversary passed without really noticing...

One year ago I had my loop ileostomy "installed". One month ago I started work again. One week ago I had the first sleep fit in 10 years. Life can be a real bitch sometimes.

Today is a milestone for me.

Yes, today is a real big milestone. I got back to work today! Computer Troubleshooters IOW are now open for business again. There were many days when I thought that this day would never come but it has arrived at last. It is a very special day in another way as well, it is my daughter's birthday, so happy birthday Ellie. The fact that I have got back to work on such an important day means a hell of a lot to me. Things are not perfect by any stretch of the imagination but I have to start work or go completely mad, or possibly be murdered by my wife, one way or another I am better off out the house!

I have decided that I will be keeping this blog going a bit longer, even though the point was originally as a diary for a short while. So what to use it for now I wonder? I would welcome any comments you may have so I know what you want to see here. I will open it up as a discussion site maybe. Drop some comments on here and we shall see what happens.
Mark